WHAT IS "TRUE BEAUTY"? WHAT IS "TRUE WISDOM"?

WHAT IS "TRUE BEAUTY"? WHAT IS "TRUE WISDOM"?

That be a Question,that I ask Myself...EVERYDAY...

And Believe it, or not...I, Myself have a fear...A VERY DEEP FEAR,

Of Being BEAUTIFUL....BUT, ONLY FROM

"THE OUTSIDE-SURFACE",

because of

"THIS SO-CALLED IDEAL OF WHAT BEAUTY IS".....!

I AM SO FED UP....WITH THIS...

"UNDER 30ism,and THE IDEAL OF FASHIONABLY THIN"!

THAT AIN'T ME! HELL NO!

AND....I'VE LEARNED ALOT...WITHIN THE PAST YEAR....A HEAVEN BE PRAISED,FOR THE LESSONS....THAT I HAVE LEARNED,THAT YEAR IN 2007.....AND I HAVE NEVER KNEW SO MUCH PEACE,AND TRANQUILITY...IN EVER IN MY LIFE!

I AM BEYOND TRUE HAPPINESS AND BLISS,THAN I HAVE EVER FELT...SINCE SPRING 2005,WHEN I ENROLLED @ LANEY COMMUNITY COLLEGE, FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME....

IN EXACTLY TWENTY ONE YEARS,

TO THE VERY LAST TIME I WAS ENROLLED THERE,

@ THE AGE OF 19, IN 1984 SPRING SEMESTER!

I FEEL NOTHING BUT....PURE BLISS,AND PEACE OF MIND, AND SPIRIT! AND AS OF THIS MOMENT, EVEN AS I PUT THIS DOWN; I DO NOT KNOW...EVEN AS I SPEAK, WHEN I WILL PUT DOWN MORE WORDS....FOR TODAY WILL BE

"MY LAST FINAL FREE-DAY" BEFORE I RETURN TO SCHOOL OVER @ THE LANEY CAMPUS,THIS THURSDAY.SO, I BEST SAY, ALL I CAN SAY,AS BEST I CAN, RIGHT NOW! FOR TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE....ALL I CAN SAY IS;

"TIS WAS A GOOD 8 MONTHS REST~UP,AND HEALING OF THE BODY AS WELL AS THE SOUL,AND SPIRIT! HEAVEN,GOD,AND THE SPIRITS....BE PRAISED! AMEN!"