IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS!

IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS....WHEN YOU JUST DO NOT WANT TO BE BOTHERED,BY ANYONE....WHAT SO EVER! YET, ALL THE SAME...YOU WISH YOU COULD SAY SOMETHING,BUT YOU CAN'T.....IN OTHER WORDS, IT'S COMPLICATED....REALLY!

Six and A Half Months Later....A Brand New Place..

I've Been Living in A New Place for Six and A Half Months,Now...Because, of some misunderstanding over at My Mother's House,That Past February 22nd,2011;Tuesday Morning.My Blood Sugar was Extremely Low, and I Had One of those Extreme Low Blood Sugar Moments....Anyway, I said some things that I Really didn't mean, and My Sister Took it all too Seriously, and Finally Kicked Me Out of My Own Mother's House.....I Now Live Else Where,Over in East OAKLAND,Nearby FRICK MIDDLE SCHOOL, AND THE EVERGREEN MEMORIAL PARK,NOT FAR AWAY FROM EASTMONT TOWN CENTER.SO FAR,SO GOOD...I'M DOING JUST FINE....FOR NOW,ANY WAY. BUT PLEASE, PRAY FOR ME...AND BETTER DAYS TO COME!

IT'S BEEN TOO FAR LONG.....BECAUSE, I DON'T GET OUT MUCH!

IT'S BEEN TOO FAR LONG...BECAUSE,I DON'T GET OUT MUCH!
I'M LIKE A PRISONER,SOMETIMES...WITHIN MY OWN HOME.AND I DON'T GET TO GO ON THE INTERNET,LIKE I USED TO! I HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING TOO WELL,LATELY,BECAUSE, I SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION,SOMETIMES....
I BELIEVE,TO THIS VERY DAY THAT I TOOK MY GODFATHER'S DEATH ( BACK IN NOVEMBER,RIGHT BEFORE THANKSGIVING 2008 )HARDER THAN I THOUGHT,BECAUSE BEFORE HE PASSED AWAY, I WAS SO INTERESTED IN SO MANY THINGS. AND PLUS,I HAD A NERVOUS BREAK DOWN, IN THE SUMMER OF 2009. BUT, I AM DOING MUCH BETTER,THESE DAYS,DESPITE THE HARD SHIPS. THAT NEW CYBERCAFE,THAT OPENED UP EARLIER THIS YEAR,DONE WENT OUT OF BUSINESS! NOW AIN'T THAT A KICK IN THE HEAD!
I DID SIGN UP FOR ANOTHER WEBSITE:HERE IT IS!

A BRAND NEW PLACE TO GO AND PLAY....ONLINE!

A  BRAND  NEW  PLACE  TO  COME  AND  PLAY...ONLINE!

DIMOND  INTERNET  SERVICE
@ 2214  MacArthur  Blvd,(in)
OAKLAND,CA. 94602
 510.383.9662
510.461.1581
petrainor@aol.com
I  Just  stopped  in  this  NEW  PLACE,Because...I was  just  curious...and  kinda  got  fed  up  on  going  so  many  miles  from  home!
So...Anyhoo,This  Place  Is  Really  Something! A  Cross  between  A  Cyber~Cafe  &  A  Cyber~Casino!
In  Other  Words; Just  Pay  Your  First  $5.00 for  24  minutes..and  EARN  MORE  MINUTES,EVEN  HOURS  BY  PLAYING  GAMES...FOR  FREE!
I  DID  IT  IN  LESS  THAN  3  MINUTES  TIME,AND  EARN  OVER  4  TIMES  MY  MONEY  BACK...GUARANEE!
WELL...I  GOTTA  GO  NOW, AND  EARN  MORE  POINTS  &  FREE  TIME!
LATER!

NEW BEGINNINGS...NEW PROBLEMS....NO PROBLEM!

LIFE  IS  TOO DAMNED  SHORT  TOO  WORRY,SO  MUCH...GO  OUT...WALK,GET  SOME  FRESH  AIR...AND  LIVE  LIFE  TO  THE  FULLEST,NO  MATTER  WHAT!

"A KIND OF MAGIC" CAN HAPPEN....AND IT DID SO, NOVEMBER 4TH,2008!

IF ANYBODY BELIEVES IN MAGIC...LET THEM SPEAK! FOR I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED IN THE IMPOSSIBLE...BECOMING THE POSSIBLE!
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE! NEVER GIVE UP UPON YOUR DREAMS! I THANK GOD AND THE GODS, I PRAISE THE LORD, AS WELL AS THE FAERIES,AND THE SPIRITS....
I GIVE THANKS TO THE GREAT SPIRITS....AND I PRAISE HEAVEN,AS WELL AS THE CELESTIAL WORLDS IN THAT MUCH HIGHER DIMENSION...
I THANK THE LORDS AND LADIES OF THAT UNSEEN UNIVERSAL BROTHERHOOD.....AND I THANK AND PRAISE EVERY ONE WHO HAS VOTED FOR MUCH BETTER CHANGE.....AS FOR THOSE WHO DID NOT LIVE TO SEE THE DAY...THAT "THE SENATOR;BARACK OBAMA...DID INDEED BECOME PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA"...
I THANK AND PRAISE EACH AND EVERY ONE!
IT'S "KIND OF MAGIC"!

I HATE CENSORSHIP SO BAD,THAT.....

I HATE CENSORSHIP SO BADLY,WITHIN THIS U.S. of A, THAT WHEN PUSH COME TO SHOVE,I WILL DEFINATELY LEAVE....FOR~EVER....FOR MUCH HIGHER GROUND! NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG...I LOVE AMERICA, BUT I HATE THE WAY I'VE BEEN TOLD HOW TO THINK! IT'S "THE INDIAN-IRISH/ SCOTTISH BLOOD", IN ME....I'M DECENDED FROM KINGS, QUEENS, CHIEFTANS,AND WARRIORS....FROM ALL SIDES OF THE CONTINENT! WHO KNOWS....MAYBE MY ANCIENT ANCESTERS WAS "BOTH BOUDICA, AS WELL AS POWHANTAN"! ( DON'T MESS WITH ME!) THE WARRIOR & QUEEN LIVES IN ME! EVEN THOUGH I AM A VERY PEACEFUL PERSON....I CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND, OR WORST ENEMY...YOU MAKE THE CHOICE! NOT ME! FOR I AM A FIRM BELIEVER OF "KARMA"....AS I'VE SAID BEFORE...."WHAT EVER YE DO UNTO OTHERS, WHAT EVER IT MAY BE....WHAT EVER YOU DO UNTO OTHERS, IT WILL COME BACK UNTO YOU...TIMES THREE!" AND BY THE WAY....I'M PART CREOLE....AS WELL! SO, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.....RUMOR HAS IT, ON MY FATHER'S SIDE....THAT I HAD SOME ANCESTORS WHO WERE "HOUGHANS AND MAMBOS"....YOU KNOW....PEOPLE WHO PRACTICED VOODOO, AND ALL THAT STUFF? I KINDA BLESSED WITH "A 6th SENSE / 2nd SIGHT"....I ,MYSELF SURVIVED "THE EARTH QUAKE OF OCTOBER 17th, 1989", DUE TO "THAT GOD'S BLESSED GIFT"....PLUS MY DEEP BELIEF IN SPIRITS, BECAUSE BETWEEN A MONTH TO A FEW MONTHS BEFORE, MY BROTHER AND GRANDMOTHER...PASSED AWAY, JUST 3 & a half MONTHS BEFORE EACH OTHER....AND TO THIS VERY DAY, I BELIEVE THEY BOTH NOT ONLY WARNED ME OF THE COMING DANGER, BUT SAVED MY LIFE, AS WELL! SO....LIKE I'VE SAID BEFORE, "DON'T MESS WITH ME....OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU....BECAUSE, I'M ONE OF GOD'S OWN!"

SO IT IS WRITTEN....SO SHALL IT BE DONE!